Relationships

I'm done with relationships for now. I'm sick of being lied to, I'm sick of getting stepped on, I'm sick of reckin my brain tryin to make da shit work when it's not meant to be, & I'm sick of getting hurt. I just think that a relationship isn't the best thing for me right now. But, I'm not going to give up cuz it's a female somewhere out there who can connect with me & give me what I'm looking for. I got deep feelings for three different females & I'm stuck in this love triangle with nowhere to go. So, I think my best choice right now is to weight my options with each female. But, the down fall with that is somebody elses pain. So, I decided to give myself time & take shit slow, so I can settle down with the right one. I've been through 25-30 relationships & still nothin. When, I found one dat bonded wit me she wasn't ready to settle down. But, I got tired of waitin on her to change/be ready so I had to move on. Then, it struck again but I don't really know about this female. I really don't!!

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